Quan says I am trying to make people jealous of me by blogging about our holiday this coming May-June. but seriously, i am so excited and talking about it so much because i am going to meet my dear then, who is in a far far away land right now.
I realised my life has changed ever since quan is not around. Somehow, I think i became more of a loner, more isolated from everyone else. and life has become so routine and mundane.
i seldom even go out nowadays. on weekdays, i just wanna go home and rest. i dunno if its just an excuse. perhaps its really because my friends are occupied with their lives that there is no time for me. its so difficult to get people to meet up that i gave us asking. i rather just go out and shop myself if i have to, own time own target. it takes up so much energy trying to get people out at a certain time, and people nowadays always turn up late (i am very impatient and i hate waiting la).
only go out when there are group gatherings. and they are always boring affair involving eating and nothing else. i would really love to have impromptu outings! have fun, girls talk and anything impromtu. like the one i had with my sclub last fri... so fun!
though disappointed at times, i guess its good too. cos if i go out, it would mean spending more money. so going out less means i can save more, which i have to.
if only i could, like everyone else, go home to my boy after a tiring day of work. but my dear is not around. and i havent had a nice meal for so long! not sakae sushi, not swenson's, not fish and co, not jumbo... i mean a REALLY NICE meal. but i think i gotta wait for him to come back and have it with me, cos who wants to spend so much on a meal if its not with their boyfriend/girlfriend.... i mean, if i had a budget, i rather spend it with quan as well..
sigh. my life is so unexciting. i am just blabbing away...... anything that comes to my mind.
now u know why i am looking forward to my U.S. trip so much.
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